Its been a while

Ok, I know its been a while since I have written on here, but the honest truth is that I haven't written because  I am trying not to be a whiny bitch about everything.  The other day Justin said I need to keep writing on my blog but he also said I need to be supportive with what I write.  So, I haven't written anything because its so freaking hard to be supportive!  I know he's not even into the heavy training for this IM, but I already feel left out, fed up, and annoyed!
He got to go out of town in March for 4 days to Seattle to hang out with his brothers, I got stuck at home...thank God for my Savannah girlfriends or I would have gone crazy that weekend.  He gets to stay out late riding his bike or running almost every night, I get to stay home and make the kids dinner and bathe them---- don't be jealous.  (Really, don't be jealous, its really not that much fun)
I really don't think he understands the sacrifices I am making for all the training he is doing.  I used to be able to make plans on the weekends for the both of us, now I have to ask permission or make sure that he doesn't have a race or tri to do that weekend.  I shouldn't have to plan what I do on the weekends around his training schedule!  And, I shouldn't have to give up being with my friends because of his training schedule!
I'm trying hard to being the single married girl on the weekends.  I am trying hard to be the single married woman on the weekdays too.    I love my husband and try so hard to be supportive, but I really think he sometimes  needs to be supportive for the sacrifices I make as well.  Its my life too, not just his.  Its my sacrifices I make, not just his.  
All I ask is that he understands that sometimes I want go out with my friends, feel like laying in bed and let him put the kids in bed, or even just want to have some time to myself in the middle of the day. He gets his mental free time, I feel like I should get it too.  Just because I don't think my mental free time should include getting my heart rate up does not mean that I should be denied that time!
Again, most of you will probably say I am a whiny bitch , and that's fine, I dont' give a f*ck.  Get used to it because this is what this blog is going to be about for a while.